what is the point of life?
a question I ask myself so often.
do I want to merely provide for my family?
Do I want more from this life?
Can I merely seek what is good for me and maybe a family?
I want so much more.
I live for the closeness to God.
I wish to walk with him in the Garden.
I wish to know that I walk in service to him.
I wish to help his people.
Can I do that without serving?
Can I do that while working in the states?
I want to leave to go places, to see new wonders of God.
To live while knowing the only way I survive is by God alone.
I wish to seek the lowest and highest. My life for theirs.
I hope I recieve this joy someday.
For now I sit at this school and prepare for something.
taking classes that make no sense but trusting.
I believe you God.
Don't prove me wrong please.
