Saturday, February 09, 2008

looking back on the Mountain

looking at the star light
man it is such a beautiful night
praising my God
Looking at the star light
Awed by your insight
Praising my God

I stand looking at the end of my ability. There is no road from here. I have no way to overcome the obstacle in front. Stressing kingdoms, kings, rule, and authority that the truth may be heard. Begging that God will change and renew the hearts and minds of the charges he has given us.

Oh my God,
Save them
From themselves
From their ruler

Oh My God
Save them
I beg you
Set them free

Oh My God
Save them
mold their hearts
break what is not of you

Oh My God
Save them

Their is such a chasam and I stand on the edge praying that God will create the path. It is so hard being completely incapable. Especially when the desire of my heart drains the emotion from my body. There are times when I want to quit to give up and let some other struggle with it. God fill me so that I may be emptied. God create in me the heart of a follower of Christ. Tell me how to complete the task. Fill my inadaquacy with your grace. God I am not perfect. Even more I am not worthy of this task. Create in my the desire to let my life go for you. God I am an imperfect vessel, but you have given the desire to be poured out. Let it be a drink offering to you.

God
Let the seeds that were planted bear fruit. Let the tears that were spilled be the water that creates growth. God let your Spirit change the lifes of my charges. God I can only plead with you because I can do nothing. God please.