Pendulum

Back and forth
Side to side
continuous
this pendulum swings

I feel the rhythm
I feel it in my soul
I feel it's continuity
I feel this pendulum continuous

Attracting, Repelling
Both forces at the same time
nothing can withstand

Smoke

I feel you
Ripping up my head
Tearing in my skull
This smoke so hollow
Binding oxygen in my lungs

I breathe you
Hoping to catch your scent
Feeling you burn the inside of me

I love you
And this vapor so intense
swirling sliding flowing
outward onward upward
The feeling flees

Normalcy returns
And in the end I know
I will once again chase you
feed you to my lungs
For in that moment
You are mine
Only to vanish again